Last Night....

I had the weirdest experience.... Sorta like an out of body situation, subconsciously seeking answers to the  questions I have deep down inside.  Life Matters and Fucked up Circumstances. Major mishaps and second chances...  New arrivals and overcoming trials.  I searched.... Digging through the crates and boxes of memories. I began to organize what was left of my life.  While I organized, I found pictures, and letters, and postcards, and more.  Trinkets and Nick-Nacks some nightmares for sure.  I started writing down the Truth I found within the pages of one of my favorite books.  I left that space with 1 sheet of loose leaf paper, a pen, and a melody in my head that reminded me of 4th grade music class.  Living Out Loud and Smiling even Louder.