The fun part about blogging is the fact that at any given moment one can express him or herself and not really think twice about it. Well at least that's how I look at it.
I decided to blog on the subject of "Living" because it's something that I personally battle with. Now don't get me confused, when i speak about living I'm not speaking about whether one lives or dies, I'm speaking about whether you LIVE or EXSIST. Lilz, my personal assistant spoke those words to me the other night while having one of our talks through AOL Instant Messanger.
After my son passed on in 2003, I really felt like I had nothing to live for. Being a young parent was difficult but losing a child so young was even more difficult. I struggled with that for years and never realized that 5 years had passed and I was still mourning. 5 years had passed and I was simply existing. I knew I had purpose but was having a hard time looking past the loss of my son. The days were passing me by and I was still trying to gain focus on what I really wanted out of life or did I even want a life.
It's difficult for one to LIVE for him/herself when he/she has been living for others for so long. I find joy in living to help others but I should find BLISS in living to help myself.
I say to self: LIVE your LIFE to the fullest and to the very BEST of your ability. If you feel there is something or someone holding you back from the process of progression then pray about it and waiteth for an answer.
I say to self: Focus on the things that make you smile. Your smile can change lives.
I say to self: Waiteth on GOD
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